This is @Miller 's fault for being a horrible horrible person.
[Years into a possible Future]"My Lord, the prisoner."Like the whole place, the Sith's chambers were bland and functional. There was no decoration, or celebration of the Empire, no fancy light fittings or statues or Imperial flags. A desk, a chair. A terminal, a holo-projector set up before a simple throne carved from stone, that was remnant of the previous owner, maybe. A window, overlooking the miserable eternal rain of Kaas. The city could be seen from here, over The Wall, lighting spearing upon the distant skyscrapers. On a shelf on the left wall of the room were three of the Aeon Holocrons, cluttered together, faint, decadently musical notes emanating from them as though they huddled and whispered in some unknowable language, drawing their plans against the captive.
The Lord in question was sprawled in that stone throne, one metal leg balancing on the other, a chin propped on hand, seeming... bored, distracted. Angsting, maybe. he didn't look at the guards as they dragged in the weary, beaten Jedi, and threw him to the floor before him.
"You may go," he instructed, barely moving. The two Imperials did so, and the door slid shut behind them.
Reithan's red-streaked eyes slid down to his crumpled friend.
"It's been a while, Miller."Miller got himself up to his hands a knees, before picking his head up towards the throne, smiling ruggedly,
"It sure took a lot of effort to get an audience with you, old friend."Always the smart ass.
Reithan's eyes closed. His lips twitched slightly, but there was no return smile, just a small sigh. If he felt anything seeing the other again, that was all he had to offer.
"You're late. As usual."He rose slowly from the throne, stiffly, as though getting up was a touch of an effort, and absently shook out the tattered, faded black cloak thrown over his shoulders. A step forward, and another.
"I should have let them kill you."Miller stifled a chuckle,
"As if they could've - I told you, this was all an elaborate plan to get myself to you. I'm a Master now, didn't you hear." That resilient sarcasm, that blatant humour. Maybe he was trying to hide the pain of seeing his friend like this, or maybe he just didn't give a damn what happened to him any more.
Reithan's face didn't move, but his eyes were alive. Still that old resentment and betrayal, only made more bitter with time.
"Still trying to end me...? You can't just let things go, can you...?" The words were spoken softly, but they dripped through the room like acid. They were hollow, dead halls here. So much different from the ones alive with the screams of pain, as the Lord of Agony had once seen them.
"End you?" the Jedi grunted, it was probably supposed to be a laugh but, he couldn't manage one,
"Only if I had to. No, you know that I'll always believe there's light in you. I'm here to--" He winced slightly as he turned his head to follow Reithan's movement, being reminded of a fresh wound,
"I'm here to find it."Reithan turned away, grimacing as he did so. He strode to the far end of the room - clearly having no issue with turning his back on one who was supposed to be his enemy, if an old friend. he walked to the window, frowning grimly across at Kass City over the treetops and foothills, letting his anger flow towards it instead.
"That's rich coming from you.""I thought you'd understand..." his old friend groaned, as he got into a sitting position, legs crossed in front of him, his top half leaning over them. He panted heavily, though spoke through it,
"If we didn't capture him, he could've done what was done to you to boundless more people. I thought you'd want above all for that not to happen.""He told me that was what you'd do. And that this is what you'd say to excuse it." Reithan looked down, raising his right hand. It was cybernetic now too, from the forearm down, though he wore nothing to hide it as Miller did his own. Five skeletal like fingers of phrik-alloy, and a palm of regrets.
"Thrax was right about a lot of things. You must have felt terrible when he was broken out, and it was all for nothing."In the huddle of holocrons, one of them gave a brief flare, a hissed word darting across the room, then nothing.
"We had to try, Reithan, I-" He chocked back his words, or at least that's how it appeared, until he broke into a coughing fit. It took a few moments, but he calmed it down, before getting to his feet, barely, each moment requiring his concentration just to stay standing,
"How could you believe for a second that I would ever try justifying what I did. If I had it my way, I would've happily given my life to save you and take him, but it didn't work like that... I had to make the choice, the one that... Killed me inside, the one that ripped my humanity from me."He broke into another coughing fit, this one more intense, bringing him back fully to the ground, his knees brought up to his chest, almost in the foetal position,
"I never wanted to hurt you... You have to know that... Even if it kills me to tell you." He fell silent. Incredibly silent.
Deathly silent.
The once-Jedi turned to look over his shoulder, frowning.
"Miller...?"The sensation of a life he'd one known well, dimming, almost to nothing. His eyes widened, on his old friend crumpled on the floor. He didn't think. His legs took him. He darted over.
A coughing fit brought him back to consciousness,
"Reithan, I..." A tear ran down his face, just one, at first, then others,
"I'm so sorry." Faint, his voice was becoming, from what Reithan could feel, it was amazing that he could even speak,
"I... Wanted so badly to save you, to be with you one last time. I thought you would die, I thought I would die with you... And part of me so badly wished I could, a part of me, so much of me, wanted so badly to not make you endure it alone..."His eyelids grew heavy again, and started to close.
This fear. It was something he hadn't felt in a long time - no, not anything this strong, gripping him so tightly his chest and throat were in a vice. It was drowning all over again. It made him scoop Miller up in his arms and shake him by the shoulders like a rag doll.
"Stop," He commanded, through gritted teeth, as though with an order he could stave off death itself,
"You cannot do this. You will not -- MILLER," He barked raspily, wrapped one arm around the Jedi's back, the other hand gripping his face, forcing his head to raise, and look at him,
"not like this. Not like-- LOOK AT ME ."His eyes stopped closing, though couldn't open again, still, Reithan could feel Miller looking at him, through what space remained.
"It's not your fault, Reithan, none of it was."He smiled, that same smile, that comforting smile, that reassuring smile, that firm smile, that kind smile, that compassionate smile, that empathetic smile, that smile that shined on the rainiest of days, that smile that spread light during the darkest of nights, that smile that could never be replicated, that smile that Reithan knew Miller would always give him.
And then, slowly, the Jedi's grip began to loosen, his muscles began to relax, a long breath of air escaped him, and finally, his eyes began to fall closed.
Lastly, the corners of his mouth began to fall, the arch of his bright smile receding, until there was nothing left, nothing but a vacant expression, nothing Reithan had ever seen before, always, during their time together, there was something to see on Miller's face, something stupid, or funny, or sly, or sad, or angry, or annoyed, or just so damn
happy.
Now, however, there was nothing. Not a trace of any emotion, of any life, of anything.
Reithan saw Miller, and yet, he felt a completely absence of life in the body of his friend.
He hated him.
He loved him.
He was gone.
The room was still, and all was silent. There was no howl of despair, or scream of rage and frustration. No laugh of triumph, even less so. No matter how he desperately tried to hold on, in the end, another one got away from him, and Reithan could do nothing but watch as the one last life he cared about in the galaxy slipped quietly away into the Force.
He looked at that face for the longest time, just watched it. There were no tears, but he did stroke away Miller's own from the edges of his eyes, rocking him like a child in his arms. Hours went by, or seconds... time abandoned them.
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"Lord Ormus."He blinked. He had the feeling his name had been called several times before he noticed. The moonlight fell on his face through the transparisteel, lighting up with it the stains of corruption, scars of pain. He didn't look back, simply remained by the window-side with his hands clasped behind his back.
The guards must have seen him twitch, though, for one of them went on,
"Ah... oh. Is the Jedi prisoner-""Dead. Yes.""What do you want us to do with the body, sir?" He stared dully out the window, his gaze pale and dead.
"Throw it away. In the garbage chute, over a cliff. I don't care."He just didn't care any more.