A short time before, back at the Tira'Noth enclave...
Jheva sat in one of the reading chairs in the archive, the one she'd picked as her favorite weeks ago when she'd first started sneaking into the archive during sleep shift, chosen because it was tucked away between two of the larger databanks and impossible to see from either entrance door. Caution, secrecy, quiet - old habits that she feared would never leave her, no matter how much anyone tried to assure her that she was safe, and they were no longer needed.
She had her feet tucked under her, her boots properly removed and set aside, propped neat and even by the chair leg. It didn't matter if her goal was to remain unseen; that didn't excuse disgraceful, untidy behavior. And it didn't matter that she knew such compulsions toward propriety were only drilled into her because Lord Vilisar had done so through promise of pain, just like it didn't matter that she only knew how to tend the enclave gardens so well because she'd spent her whole life working in his fields so that he could be reminded daily of the victory he'd won over her disgraced family; no matter the source or history of such things, if they helped her now to build a new life, a better one, then at least that meant she had actually purchased something of worth with the currency of old hopelessness.
Shaking her head a little, as if the physical motion might help dispel memory's ghosts, Jheva tapped the command into the datapad in her hands to jump to a later chapter in the treatise she was reading on Iridonian history. She was finding this volume a bit challenging for her reading comprehension; either the author or the person who had translated the work into Basic had a fondness for large words and florid sentence structure that often left her confused, and the hurt that confusion did to her pride might have compelled her to give the volume up if she hadn't been so determined to take advantage of Tira'Noth's open archive for as long as she could. Despite Bren's assurances to the contrary she couldn't shake the small fear that failure in her training might result in her privileges of archive access being revoked, and she wanted to get as much reading in as possible before that happened.
Somewhere to her left, near the archive's west entrance, she could hear faint clicks and beeps as Tar Va worked at his terminal. She thought he might be cataloguing, but she wasn't sure. She never asked; that would have been too forward. He knew she was here, of course. Somehow he always did, even if she was certain she'd snuck in unseen and had been alone for hours. Eventually he would walk in, straight up to her, looking totally unsurprised, and often with new reading selections already picked out for her. It was the Force that told him, probably. Or maybe prior experience. He had made a comment once that implied he might have had other students who liked to use the archive as their refuge, but Jheva had never pried.
She adjusted her left foot, slowly going numb under her weight, into a more comfortable position, and tried for the second time to make sense of the convoluted introduction paragraph to the chapter on clan nobility traditions. She was beginning to get a strange headache too, that wasn't making concentration any easier - an odd pressure, faintly throbbing, that felt like it was originating somewhere deep inside her skull. Maybe just another side-effect of Iridonia's particularly arid climate, to which she was still growing accustomed.
Another soft beep, different in tone from the others, drifted to her from Tar Va's direction. A moment later when she heard his muted voice respond, she guessed it must have been his commlink. The tinny words of the person on the other end were even fainter and impossible to make out, but whatever they said must have been important, because the sound of Tar Va's chair being pushed hastily back clattered down the archive corridor, and his running footsteps followed.
Jheva froze. She held very still, a sudden spike of strange fear causing the throbbing in her head to worsen. Slowly, very quietly, she lowered her feet to the floor, set aside the datapad, and leaned out from her reading nook to look toward Tar Va's terminal. He was gone. A second later, the faint woosh of the archive door closing behind his exit reached her, carrying with it a gust of warm, dry air that eddied down the corridor.
Jheva frowned. It was rare to see anyone move with haste in Tira'Noth. Master Orans and Tar Va were elderly, of course, but it was more than that. Even the children, for all their zipping about, seemed in no hurry to get anywhere in particular, or to complete the tasks they were given quickly. There was a meditative quality to almost everything that happened in the enclave, as though everyone agreed that it would be all right if they took half a day to complete something that should rightly only have taken one hour, provided satisfaction was derived from reflecting on the activity properly. She still wasn't used to it.
She retreated back to her chair and sat down again, turning her gaze to the datapad in her lap. The words wouldn't focus.
Something was wrong.
But it wasn't her place to meddle.
She tried to resume her reading, and failed. The headache seemed to increase in pressure. She put her fingertips to her forehead, pressing the cool metal of her circlet into her skin in an effort to soothe the pain. Usually the fierce satisfaction she felt whenever she reminded herself of the circlet's presence - lost artifact of her family, stolen from Lord Vilisar's manor on the day she and Jhelaan had run away - was enough to focus her concentration, to reel in unruly thoughts and bring her back to the core of herself and the reality of her present, improved circumstances. But now, it wasn't enough. The headache persisted, and she continued to feel uneasy.
Bren's words from their lesson a week ago suddenly came back to her. He had told her to trust her first instincts, to believe that these were a sign from the Force, even if she couldn't consciously recognize the Force's influence yet.
And her instincts told her something was wrong. Something that caused pain.
She wanted to talk to Bren.
Jheva dutifully turned off the datapad and returned it to its slot in the databank before slipping back into her boots. She adjusted her utility belt so that the pouches rested more comfortably on her hip; she was still getting accustomed to its weight, but didn't want to be parted from it even in something so mundane as reading. It was a Jedi tool, Bren had taught her. She wasn't a Jedi yet, but if she hoped to be someday then she wanted to make the tools familiar.
She left the archive and paused outside, squinting into a momentarily strong burst of wind that carried with it the usual grating mist of disturbed sand. She couldn't see any sign of Tar Va, nor was there any indication in the activity of the few people she could see that something might be wrong. But she was going to trust her instincts, as Bren had taught her.
A Jedi would have been able to follow Tar Va using the Force, but she knew that was an ability still far beyond her. She clenched her jaw, mustering her determination, and looked instead downward, to the reddish dirt. She had been going out with the hunting parties now for more than a month, and though she had not yet been assigned a killing blow she had helped to prepare the carcasses - and she had paid close attention to the lessons in tracking. She looked now for some sign of Tar Va's footsteps, and eventually found them; his boot prints were deep and widely spaced, indicating that he'd probably been running. And no one ran anywhere in Tira'Noth. That wouldn't have been meditative enough.
Jheva frowned and began to follow his tracks. When they reached the stone stairs, at first the faint residue of sand shaken from his boot treads left an outline she could follow, but those soon faded and she came to a halt at the top of the flight, unsure of where to go, and questioning her decision to follow him at all. It wasn't her business. It wasn't her place to meddle.
Then she began to smell smoke. Not the faintly incense-tinged smoke of the enclave's memorial flame, or the distinctly sharp tang of the torches burning local Iridonian wood. No, this was something different... more acrid. Her headache throbbed in response. Following her nose, she made her way deeper into the compound, and as she realized she was heading toward Bren's quarters a sense of deeper unease began to grow.
She didn't consciously realize she'd increased her pace to an anxious trot until she came around the corner and was forced to an awkward stop when confronted by the sight of Master Orans levitating in her direction what appeared to be a humanoid body under a draped robe. When he saw her, rather than ask her to move aside he instead solemnly lowered the the body to the ground, and beckoned her forward.
Jheva did not hesitate. One didn't hesitate to obey. She stepped carefully around the body and approached Master Orans. She hadn't intended to say anything, was thinking to wait for the instruction she expected was coming, and so part of her was surprised to hear herself speak.
"It's not Bren," she blurted out. Not a question. She just knew.
Master Orans laid his flesh hand on her shoulder, making a vague sign with his cybernetic one in the direction of the body, a gesture which had the air of ritual about it.
"It is not," he said, his fingers applying gentle, comforting pressure to her shoulder. "Our companion Jeth has returned to the Force."
"Jeth," she echoed, frowning. Jeth. Who had been so upset lately. Bren had told her he was hunting vandals. That had seemed too mundane a reason, to Jheva, but she hadn't questioned.
Maybe she should have, because now he was dead.
"What happened?" she asked, and even to her own ears her question was too blunt, too cold and without compassion for Jeth's sad fate. She knew it was wrong to be so distant. Or at least, she thought it might be. The Jedi taught compassion, but they also taught emotional distance. It could be confusing. And distance was so much easier.
There was a pause before Master Orans answered. He looked preoccupied, concerned by something other than the obvious body at their feet. His gaze turned to the wall that separated this area of the compound from the outside desert, and he sighed.
"Bren believes he knows who took Jeth's life. He has gone in pursuit."
"But you don't know?" Jheva pressed.
Master Orans sighed again. "Bren was... hasty in his departure. He didn't give me a name. But he seems to believe this person has experience hunting Force-sensitives. That is troubling."
"Is it a Sith?" Jheva asked, though as soon as the words left her mouth she felt ashamed of them. She was just giving voice to her fears. The Sith had ruled everything about her life, been the reason for her servitude, been the promise of a dark fate that had finally prompted her and her sister to risk running away. But she couldn't let that fear rule her forever. There was no reason there'd be Sith on Iridonia... was there? Surely Tira'Noth was too small an enclave to merit their attention, when so many other things in the galaxy were a greater threat to the Empire.
"I don't think so," Orans said slowly. "I like to think I'm not so old and out of practice yet that I wouldn't be able to sense a Sith in our midst."
"Who went with him?"
Master Orans grimaced, and muttered something very quiet under his breath in Zabraki that Jheva didn't understand, though she was reminded of Bren telling her that Master Orans could swear like a soldier when the mood took him. But when he replied to her, his voice was calm, though somewhat wry in its tone. "He went alone, and rather hastily I'm afraid. He pointed out that he's the only one here of fighting age... I would like to deny it, but I cannot refute reality," he concluded heavily, looking down to his upturned cybernetic palm and closing the artificial fingers slowly.
"He's not," Jheva said.
Master Orans looked to her. His expression grew somber. "Calm, vyshtal," he cautioned her, closing his hand more firmly around her shoulder. "Patience and calm. We all wish to help, but we cannot be hasty. Bren should not have been so hasty. Tar Va has gone to defend the younger learners, and I will take Jeth's body to the clan authorities. I will do what I can to put a search party together from the militia, to go after Bren and assist him. You might help Tar Va to soothe the younglings' fears."
Jheva stared at him, trying to keep her expression from betraying her thoughts, because she was very certain he would not approve, and she had long since learned that silent and hidden rebellion was more effective than outright defiance; less chance of punishment. She didn't want to be punished... she didn't want to disappoint or defy anyone in Tira'Noth... but...
But he's not the only one here of fighting age.
And Orans had said that she might help Tar Va. It had not been a direct order. Was that deliberate? Was her hoping that he'd left her that opening of interpretation just self-delusion? She couldn't tell. His gaze on her, somber and thoughtful and touched with sadness, revealed nothing of his intentions.
After a moment, Master Orans dropped his hand from her shoulder and turned back to Jeth's body. "I must go. Do not be hasty, Jheva. Trust in Bren, and in the Force."
With a graceful gesture Master Orans lifted Jeth's body into the air again, and guided it in respectful silence around the corner and out of Jheva's sight. She was left with only the pool of blood before Bren's quarters, and the smell of smoke drifting to her from the open door.
She looked to the wall. Master Orans' attention there seemed to imply Bren had gone over it. That meant he might have left a trail there, on the other side, that could be followed.
She thought of going to the hunters, who would have more experience with tracking, and with violence - but then she remembered they were gone. They had left earlier in the day on a long journey to follow up on rumors of a wild bruth herd nearby, with an eye to acquiring new breeding stock. They might not be back until tomorrow, or even many days. Wild bruth were dangerous to capture, and difficult to tame.
How long would it take for a militia team to assemble? And would they be of any use, against someone whom Bren believed had experience hunting Force-users?
Jheva turned and began to run. She rounded the familiar corners and vaulted the familiar obstacles of the compound at speed. Familiar to her, now. Familiar and comforting. The promise of a home. Of a place she could belong. A place where no one had judged her for her red Pureblood skin, and everyone had promised that they would help her to use the Force, no matter how difficult she found it, no matter how much she despaired of succeeding. Where they'd told her that her ability to touch the Force was a gift, and not a curse - not something that guaranteed her a grim fate on Korriban, or merely a continuance of the legacy that had become her family's as a consequence of a Force-user who had not been strong enough.
And now someone had invaded this place. They'd killed Jeth, who had been kind to her. And Bren was going after them alone.
She wasn't a Jedi. She wasn't even a Padawan. But Bren had told her that a student's job was to help their teacher, as much as it was the teacher's job to help their student. Bren might not be her master, but he was her teacher. And she might not be a warrior, but she was of fighting age, and at the very least... at the very least she could try to track him, to see where he'd gone, and then come back and report that to Master Orans so that the militia team would know where to go and not waste any time getting there.
She made it all the way to the quarters she shared with some of the teenagers from the enclave's small group of learners without being stopped by anyone, and was relieved to find the room empty as well. It was awkward just trying to share the space with the students so much younger than she, no matter that they were generally well behaved and granted her privacy as their elder, and she didn't trust herself to come up with any excuse that might deflect their questions should they think to ask why she was feverishly checking all the pouches on her utility belt and fitting the carry harness for her zhaboka over her chest.
Check done, and weapon in place on her back, Jheva left the dormitory and made her way back to Bren's quarters, but this time more slowly, trying not to be noticed. There were more signs of activity now - the occasional knot of people clustered together in anxious murmurings, and two militiamen passing by at a jog. Though some glanced her way, no one questioned her presence or seemed concerned about her destination. They knew her now, trusted that she belonged. And the only way she knew how to repay that, how to earn her place, was to do something to help.
Jheva reached Bren's quarters and allowed herself one moment to stare at the pool of Jeth's blood again. Her training, limited though it was, told her that she ought to center herself in the Force, to be sure that she wasn't doing this out of a sense of revenge for Jeth's murder. But even now, the Force didn't seem to want to speak to her. Or if it was, she still didn't know how to listen. So maybe the best she could do was try to be certain of her own motivations, as Bren so often told her. Was she doing this to avenge Jeth?
She took a deep breath, smelled the red earth, the red blood, the dark smoke. She thought of the shape Jeth's body had made under Master Orans' robe. She thought of Bren running across the desert in pursuit of danger.
No, she wasn't doing this to avenge Jeth. She was doing this to help Bren.
Nodding to herself, satisfied that this was the best justification she had for her actions, sufficient or not, she turned to the wall. It was high. Too high. She couldn't use the Force to leap it. She didn't know how.
But she had a utility belt, now. The tools of the Jedi, Bren had told her. And among them was a fibercord with grapple hook, which she pulled into her hands now. It took two tries to get it firmly locked on the top of the wall, but once it was she wasted no time pulling herself up, glad for the strength that fifteen years of working in the fields had given to her arms. The drop down to the desert floor on the other side was a large one, and she gathered up the fibercord from her climb and spooled it down the other side of the wall, using it to make a safe descent.
Bren's tracks were easy to find. Though the ever present winds had already begun to fill them with sand, Bren was a large man and his weight had left deep boot imprints, made a little more solid by the damp in the lower layers of sand after the rain two days ago. Jheva only hoped that the trail would remain this clear as she followed, because she knew she was only an amateur hunter at best. It would have to be enough.
And maybe if Bren was right, and the Force had a will, it might will her to find him. She didn't really believe that, but today she would be happy to be proven wrong.
Jheva put her fingertips to her circlet, closing her eyes for a moment to focus on the feel of the metal on her skin. After a lifetime of servitude and fear, she and Jhelaan had been brave enough and strong enough to successfully escape Lord Vilisar's territory. They'd taken back their lives, and a single piece of gold ornamentation so that he'd know they'd taken a piece of their pride with them. If they could do that, then she could find Bren.
Opening her eyes, relieved to find that her headache had vanished, Jheva shifted her hand to clutch for one moment at the zhaboka strap across her chest and murmured in Zabraki, "Ush tuha meni natel sharee." May the Force be with you. For Bren. Because even if it wasn't with her, this was still something she had to do.
She set off into the desert, following after her teacher.