tl;dr I understand and agree on some counts, but I want to at least try to do something to build up RP again. However, I need to know what I have to work with from this community.I perfectly understand, Karmic, and appreciate the suggestion. Actually, this isn't my first time in an RP community on the wane, so I know that a lot of people will feel the way you do. But there won't be any kind of RP, scheduled or otherwise, without people. So, I need to see how many people I have to work with.
If I can create stable RP with people from this community as a starter, then great. If there aren't enough people in this community, then I have no choice but to start from scratch and seek new people to even keep RPs going. One way or another, I have to take inventory.
While I see what you mean about the community being dead, not waiting to bring in new players without RP, and not wanting to expend your energy to change that; I'm in a slightly different place. While I've been where you are in other games, I have never fully invested in trying to keep the RP community going here. I've participated but not like I have elsewhere. So I do feel the need to at least make an effort, even if I know the odds. (You don't have to tell me the odds
) And I suspect there are some other people, in a similar position, lurking out there.
I want to see how many people are willing to join in if someone else tries their hand at taking the lead. I want to see how many people there are, on the server, that are willing to come together in a loose community (non-guilded). I also want to see if it is possible to rebuild from the ground up.
No community starts out fully formed. It grows and matures over time. If it grew the first time, it can likely grow again. As much as I miss what has been and the memories that went along with it, I've learned from prior experience not to try to recreate or resurrect the past. To a certain extent, what was is gone now, or dead like you say. But, I still need a place to start from... some kind of infrastructure to build on.
So for those of you willing to come hang out, great. I am not asking more than that. To a certain extent, that is what I am going to be doing myself. If you have nothing left to give. I understand that too. But, one way or another, I need to know, in my own heart, that I did eventually do something to try to support and invest in RP I loved. Once I've had my chance at bat, I can be satisfied that I've done what I could.
To that end, I will take the lessons I've learned from the ashes of other RP communities. You can't rebuild without new materials.