((Just a little side-story arc I have going with some alts of mine. Not sure if anything RPstyle will come into play, but either way this is a start of a little bit of background for Mei'li and other supporting family characters.
Slight mentions of
@Oathbreaker and
@Nicohlas. This is within "current" timeline, not a backstory, actively happening. Enjoy!))
"Call of the Wind"
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Bluedark Estate
Yavin 4
Night
Her name was carried as a whisper on the wind... "Sihnon..." he said, and he felt thin, as thin as the gentle breeze caressing her skin. She was not a Force user, but he was, and he had a way of imposing his presence on her... yet she felt him fading away.
Sihnon Ogasawara came to a stop outside the temple that was her grandchildren's room. Inside she could hear the carefree voices of Wei'misini and Sartori'li.
"Please mommy," the little girl, Sartori, was begging. "We love stories."
"But tell it in the old words," Wei added, trying his best to sound less 'begging' than his twin sister.
Mei'li laughed inside, and Sihnon stood off to the side of the doorway to peer in, remaining out of sight.
"I've already told you three stories tonight," Mei said, then looked to her son. "And you, young man still have all your toys out."
"He'll put them away," Sartori said. "Please mommy, tell us the one about the bird."
"That's more of a song, my sweet," Mei said, sitting down on the edge of the young girl's bed and pulling the blankets up to her chin.
"But we love your singing," the little girl whispered, and glanced at her brother has he started to hide all his toys under his bed. "And Wei is putting his droids away," she added with a smile.
Mei looked over at her son, who stood with pride and nodded. "All put away," he said.
"Well I can't fight you both, now can I?"
Wei shook his head. "Nope, I'm unstoppable."
"So am I, just like daddy," Sartori added, tugging on her mother's sleeve to get her attention. "The one about the bird," she reminded her.
"All right, all right..." She smiled and looked back at her son as he was crawling into bed... at last. "Xiao yan zi, chuan hua yi..." she sang slowly and softly, as if teaching them both the story in the ancient words of her people. Sartori joined in and Wei just listened. "Nian nian chun tian lai zhe li, wo wen yan zi ni wei sha lai..." She smiled and nodded at the little girl in encouragement as the two sang together.
Sihnon had to walk away, catching herself with tears in her eyes. For years she had lived here, watching her grandchildren grow, watching her daughter become a wife and mother. She loved her family, but it was time to leave. Her own husband was calling to her...
She walked across the way, to the other temple that had become her home. How was she to break this to Mei? Her daughter needed her, especially with Kaatulf away helping with the war effort. She knew how hard things have been for both of them. They needed her, but she had done what she swore she wouldn't do... abandon her own husband.
It had been since the morning of the Sacking of Coruscant that Sihnon had spoken to Hoban'ji. He had made a call at breakfast to let her know the plans of the day. Senate meetings he and Mei were going to sit in on, then a luncheon, a meeting with the Jedi. His secret plan, the one he hid from Mei, was that he was going to take her to the Opera in the evening. Mei loved art and music and had been dying to go to the production showing that week. But they never made it; their day ended at the Jedi Temple with death and destruction. And Hoban as a prisoner.
That day was ages ago, and though she knew her husband was alive, she never made contact with him. And he never did with her. Their son, Ke'rii, had told her he was ashamed of what he had become. He was a coward in Ke's eyes, and still remained that way. Perhaps he was, but what mattered now was that he was calling to her, and he felt desperate.
"Sihnon..." the wind whispered her name and she felt a chill.
She closed her eyes, and could almost feel his arms around her. "I hear you..." she whispered, not knowing if he really was able.
"Mom?"
Mei was standing behind her, and she turned to smile.
"I thought you had retired a while ago," Mei continued, her smile hesitant when she saw the look on her mother's face. "Are you all right?"
Sihnon looked over her daughter's face and smiled, though the smile was sad. "I... I needed to talk with you," she glanced over Mei's shoulder at the children's room. "Are they fast asleep?"
Mei smiled, "For now."
Sihnon came over and wrapped her arm around her daughter. "Come inside," she said, leading her to the other temple. The wind blew again, gentle around them.
When they entered Sihnon's quarters, Mei noticed immediately a suitcase half filled.
"Mom...?"
Sihnon sighed and nodded. "I have to leave, Mei." She turned to her daughter and saw she was struggling to find words. "Your father needs me."
At the mention of him, Mei looked at her, even more bewildered. "What do you mean?"
Sihnon turned away and walked over to her bed, carefully folding her clothing.
"He's called me," she looked over at Mei, and continued before the other could speak. "He's... he seems..." she shook her head. "And I've been gone for too long from him. I never should have--" she stops her self momentarily. "I never should have abandoned him. He needed me more than ever, and I was the true coward."
"Mom--"
"No," Sihnon waved her off. "It is true. I gave up on him because I didn't know what to do. Even after you and Kaatulf brought me here. That was a blessing, a second chance, and I... I didn't."
Mei came up to her. "You can't start blaming yourself. He knew where to find us, and--"
Sihnon looked at her sternly. "Cheng qian bi hou," she spoke the old words. "I say this to you because I don't want you to make my mistakes." She takes Mei's hands. "Learn from me, you and Kaatulf. I spoke the same words on my wedding day, that you and Kaatulf said to each other: zhi zi zhi shou, yu zi xie lao..."
"For life or for death, holding your hand, and aging with you..." Mei repeated.
Sihnon nodded. "It's a promise," she released Mei's hands and went back to packing. "A promise that I failed to keep to your father."
Mei watched her for a moment. "How long will you be gone?"
Her mother didn't answer right away. "I'm not sure. But you should know he feels... weak."
"Feels?"
Mei's brow raised in question. Her mother never showed signs of Force ability.
"Your father has a way with the Force," the older woman explained, then smiled. "But you don't need it to feel love, daughter."
Mei smiled, then asked, "Where are you going?"
"Back home."
The answer was vague and Mei waited. When no further explanation was granted: "Which... home?"
"Naboo."
A thousand thoughts ran through Mei's mind and she blinked. "You... you mean to say that dad is..."
Sihnon nodded.
"But... he's..." Mei's mind struggled with this. "They'd kill him. That's what Xia wanted, and... How do you know for sure?"
Sihnon packed the last of her clothes. "Because he told me," she said, turning to her daughter and taking her hands again. "Sweetheart, you'll be all right here. You have Wei and Sartori to take care of. I don't want you to worry about me or your father."
"You said he felt weak," Mei reminded her, concerned.
"And that's all I know, darling," she looked into her daughter's eyes and brought her into an embrace. "No one lives forever, and he's lived a long life."
Mei fought back tears. "I should've..." she started to shake her head.
"Don't start that, Mei'li," Sihnon said, pulling away slightly to look into her daughter's eyes. "Don't start your regrets and what-ifs. Your father also made choices of his own. Stay focused. You have Wei and Sar to take care of, and your own husband needs to know that you and they are safe and sound. If I can feel your father, and I don't hold an inkling of the Force, then you better believe that Kaatulf will know if you are not all right. A distracted warrior is a dead warrior."
Her words seemed to wipe away Mei's tears and she nodded.
"You need to keep your head on straight," Sihnon said, releasing her daughter. "And don't you have some promotion you are looking at? Didn't Minister Heermann offer you something close by?"
Mei nodded. "Not in effect yet, but essentially, yes. I naturally would have liked to discuss it with Kaatulf, but... war... and..." she shrugs.
Sihnon watched her daughter for a moment, looking her over. She appeared so small, so little as she stood in front of her with her arms crossed in front of her. Closed off and uncertain.
"Be proud, daughter," she said, lifting Mei's chin with the tips of her fingers. "Be certain of yourself. You know what he would say, and you know what is right for you. Has he ever wanted you to hold yourself back? No."
"But my last assignment was such a failure--"
"Is that what Minister Heermann told you?"
"No," Mei admitted quietly. "He said it was a success."
"Then it was."
"I was nearly killed," Mei pointed out. "And I still don't know who was behind that."
"But you lived," Sihnon stated firmly. "Stop doubting yourself. I admire what you've done. Your children and husband do too. And the Minister obviously sees something in you too, Mei'li. Whatever happened to you when you were on assignment; forget about it. Don't let it consume you."
Sihnon turned back to her suitcase and lifted it off the bed.
"You're leaving now?" Mei's eyes widened.
"I cannot wait any longer, I've been away from his side far too long." She kissed Mei on the cheek and went to the door, turning. "Tell my grandchildren I've gone to pick them up candies and sweets."
Mei smiled, and laughed softly. "I will. But you know they'll ask me when you'll be back."
Sihnon paused at the door. "Tell them... as soon as I can. I will be in contact with you, don't worry." With a smile, Sihnon disappeared out the door.
As she walked across the bridge, her guilt started to weigh heavily on her shoulders. It was easy to give Mei advice, but harder to take herself when she was the one that did not stay by Hoban's side...
.........
Across the galaxy, tucked away in a small cottage up in the Gallo Mountains of Naboo, Hoban'ji Ogasawara lay restless, yet teetering between consciousness and unconsciousness. He was a large man, towering over six feet, and usually stocky in build. However, his strength had all but vanished, and he was sickly thin. His eyes seemed to have sunken in. His skin pale and clammy.
Gung'chul Areum, a large, heavy set man, came through the door. The winter winds blowing in harshly behind him. Quickly, and quietly, he closed the door and looked over to the elderly woman who was watching over his brother-in-law.
"How is he?" Gung'chul asked.
"The same," the woman answered, not getting up from her seat where she sat grinding herbs for a remedy.
Gung'chul approached his brother-in-law and knelt down beside him, looking upon him with deep sadness. "What's happened to you, brother?" He whispered, not expecting a response. He carefully took hold of Hoban's hand.
Hoban winced, and stirred, sensing the other. "Watch over them..." he spoke, his words laboured.
Gung'chul nodded. "I will. You know I will," he promised.
Struggling, Hoban opened his eyes. The sight was unsettling to the other as they had lost their natural green hue and instead showed of pale grey Death.
"They don't..." Hoban struggled.
"Shh..." Gung'chul tried to urge him to rest.
The other just shook his head. "They don't ...forget... traitors..."
Gung'chul stared at him, as his eyes closed and he fell back into unconsciousness. The words haunted him, he knew them. He had heard them before...
TO BE CONTINUED...